I hate that I'm Like This
Jul. 20th, 2022 11:10 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
dhampyresaI have the memory, intelligence and emotional capacity of a fucking sponge. I am so sorry for everyone who has to, has ever had to and will ever have to deal with me in any way, shape or form.
I also had a breakdown this morning that revealed to me that I'm currently suicidal (again) and have been for a while without noticing (I have the emotional capacity and intelligence of a sponge).
Also this heatwave is gothphobic and I will not stand for it. I will instead lie in a dark room, being miserable, unable to sleep and trying my best to keep my flesh from touching itself, for it.
I also had a breakdown this morning that revealed to me that I'm currently suicidal (again) and have been for a while without noticing (I have the emotional capacity and intelligence of a sponge).
Also this heatwave is gothphobic and I will not stand for it. I will instead lie in a dark room, being miserable, unable to sleep and trying my best to keep my flesh from touching itself, for it.