Back?

I'm back, sort of. I want to sleep forever.

I have learned how to make jam, but I seem to have lost the ability to draw anything. I have all these great images in my head and they disappear as soon as I pick up a pencil (and reappear as soon as I let go). Not just that, but even my basic sense of anatomy and proportion is out of whack. I can't draw curves or straight lines the way I want. I've forgotten everything I ever learned about composition. I can't draw and I hate it. I hate it SO MUCH. It feels like a part of me is missing

I'm going to go forth and catch up on what I've missed over the next couple of days.