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dhampyresa) wrote2021-07-06 05:05 am
dhampyresa) wrote2021-07-06 05:05 am
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UNDEAD UNDEAD UNDEAD
(With apologies to Peter Murphy and the rest of Bauhaus.)
It feels... odd to call depression "a life-threatening condition", but the truth is sometimes it is. At least for me.
So yeah: not dead, not currently actively suicidal, not really eating (if I don't stop losing weight soon they will throw me out on my ass next time I go give blood and then I wiill really, truly be unredeemably useless), having trouble falling asleep at night and staying awake during the day (㇏(•̀ᵥᵥ•́)ノ), mostly not passively suicidal, still a massive downer. And absolutely unfit for human company. Or non-human company, for that matter.
It feels... odd to call depression "a life-threatening condition", but the truth is sometimes it is. At least for me.
So yeah: not dead, not currently actively suicidal, not really eating (if I don't stop losing weight soon they will throw me out on my ass next time I go give blood and then I wiill really, truly be unredeemably useless), having trouble falling asleep at night and staying awake during the day (㇏(•̀ᵥᵥ•́)ノ), mostly not passively suicidal, still a massive downer. And absolutely unfit for human company. Or non-human company, for that matter.
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